This was wrote during a very rough part of my life and actually won awards.
Thinking, lying here dying,
I try to speak but the words are trying
Falling in love with him was all wrong,
But where wrong is always right, he belonged
He hit me more times than hugged,
But he was the kind that only knew tough love
I would cry, and he would too,
He'd apologize and say "I love you"
I took the abuse for too long to say,
And I finally fought back today
I should've just left, forgot about him
But I had to be on top, I had to win
My jaw is shattered, my body broken
He's keeping a tooth for his token
I hit him once, he took at his gun
What can i say, I guess he won
All along, my friends thought too
He loves you, it couldn't happen to you
I lay awake, crying
Since you've left, I feel I'm dying
Seven years and you say you're done
My heart can't go on
We were doing so good,
Our love could've withstood
An eternity of happiness and pain
A lifetime of sunshine and rain
I pray for you to walk through the door
Come back to the wife and children you adore
If this is the only way for you to be okay,
I will love still until my dying day
Creatures of the night
Seem such a fright
Until you join them for a time
And find you have the same mind
The queen of darkness as my goddess
I understand the need for something else
To worship the pagan gods,
To enjoy the carnage at all odds
I run with the witches and vamps
So my soul will become attached
At long last I find what freedom is,
And leave society behind with one bloody kiss